// dont you love waking up after dreaming of your ex boyfriend cheating on you for months with ugly bitches?//

i do.

it’s fucking fantastic.

where the FUCK is my weed.

Anonymous asked: How did you stop bingeing? I'm perfectly happy starving myself but I know that is a terrible idea...but it seems like every time I put food into my mouth it turns into a huge binge...I don't know what to do...I refuse to binge all the time and be fat and miserable... but i dont want to starve myself until I die...

I never binged in the first place, like ever. In my almost year and a half eating disorder, I have never once binged. I purged a few times, but it was after eating something I felt like too much. It was like… a few bites of ice cream each time. You shouldn’t starve yourself, you shouldn’t restrict or keep yourself from having things you want/need to survive. Maybe you should talk to your doctor or someone about how you’re feeling about your body and food.

// lost my job. got laid off. SO irritating.//

// is officially a college graduate today. WITH CUMMA SUM LAUDE. //

i got my swagga on FULL.

lesstoseemoretolove asked: Oh my gosh I love your blog and all of your beautiful pictures!

Thanks a bunch! I’m glad you like them!

Anonymous asked: mainly fruit and vegetables...or juices...i wasn't eating hardly anything at all for a long time so really this is the most refeeding I can do without making myself ill from food :(

Well, juice will work as something easy on the stomach and calorie dense. What about any protein? I think you should probably talk to a doctor too if you want to start the refeeding process. Are you seeing anyone for help?

Anonymous asked: Around 200 calories, but thats really all I can make my stomach take..

Yeah, you need to eat more. I know I’m not one to talk about needing to eat more but 200 is really, really, REALLY low. You should try for some calorie dense foods if you can manage. Almonds, peanut butter, ice cream, or something, anything really.

What kind of things are you eating to keep you so low?

Anonymous asked: Weird question but do you have issues with diarrhea? I seem to have a lot of it lately and I can't decide if I'm eating too much or not enough...

I don’t, actually. Thankfully, the only safe foods for me (broccoli and oatmeal) are fiber-rich so I’m fairly regular. It’s a really good thing. How much are you eating so that you’re questioning it?